im planning to change myself next year .. not my attitude but how i look .. i will still be the same ME but i just wanna change my style and add color to my boring life .. about lovelife?? ill pass .. not yet ready to love again .. and im enjoying myself even without someone to share life with .. but i do agree that sometimes it'll be more like it to have someone to do crazy stuff haha !! K.BYE :)

i have been looking for a song that would fit my mood as well as my feelings towards someone whom i like but is already taken .. i even asked my officemates and they sure gave their best to give me one but just yesterday i found the right song and this is for you (you know who you are).. 

SAY YOU LOVE ME by kyla and Jay-R .....

My morning starts to shine with teardrops in my eyes
And here I am alone starting to realize
That my days would be brighter, if I could learn to hide
The feelings that I have for you keep hurtin me inside

Then my days begin with simple thoughts of you
Hoping by tomorrow would be me and you
Sharing dreams with each other
And making them come true
Holding one another, saying all i need is you
 
But will you say that you love me
And show me that you care
Say when I need you, you will always be there
But if you go and leave me
This I swear is true, my love will always be with you

Now my nights would end with just one wish that's you
To hold me in the dark and help me make it through
Cause the pain that's inside me, would simply melt away
If I had you here with me and promise me you'd stay

But will you say that you love me
And show me that you care
Say when I need you, you will always be there
But if you go and leave me
This I swear is true, my love will always be with you

But will you say that you love me
And show me that you care
Say when I need you, you will always be there
But if you go and leave me
This I swear is true
My love will always
My love will always
My love will always ooh, ooh
My love will always be with you
Be with you  ❤`•.¸¸.•´´¯`•• .¸¸.•´¯`•.•●•۰• •

(¯`v´¯)
.`•.¸.•´ ★
¸.•´.•´¨) ¸.•¨)
(¸.•´(¸.•´ (¸.•¨¯`* ♥ CeeJee •۰• •

i pity myself ..

#FOREVERalone
#IGNOREDme
#itHURTS

JUST A REMINDER TO MYSELF :)

i need to download these anime...

☪ Magic Knight Rayearth
☪ Tsubasa Chronicles
☪ Hunter X Hunter 2011
☪ Cardcaptor Sakura

 FLAME OF RECCA

From the waters of our love
Feelings we cannot express rise up
It suddenly becomes painful
When I hear your ever-present voice
In order not to make sadness bloom
In order not to kill love
Run away, run away, wherever you may go
Shaking, shaking, let your heart shake as it is
No matter what suffering comes
If I’m with you, I can overcome it
Wind the key of dreams
And see a person’s sadness and strength
I’d give up anything to be the person who can be with you that much
In order not to get lost in tomorrow
In order not to forget today
I cannot see the dark, dark path
Shine, shine, someday the light will shine brightly
I won’t be afraid of anything
With you today, I’ll smile
Run away, run away, wherever you may go
Shaking, shaking, let your heart shake as it is
No matter what suffering comes
If I’m with you, I can overcome it

have u ever heard of a song that can make ur heart ache with no reason ?  ..that every time u listen to it you'll feel that kind of pain that u dont know where it come from ..that feeling that makes you cry and long for something so bad .. that moment that all u want to do is cry .. remember memories that is impossible to make again .. well, try to listen to Hunter X Hunter's 5th ending song entitled "Hiyori Ittai" by Yuzu .. aside from breaking my heart, it also reminds me of Mereum and Komogi's fate .. its really sad that they both died but atleast the ending was still happy since Komogi decided to die with Mereum .. i really cried watching that episode plus Gon is now about to die .. combo with Killua's sad face .. i still wonder what will happen with Gon and Killua ..

 

 

 

i've always wanted to look like a beautiful-geek-chic .. hahahaha ! for me, its very rare to see a beautiful geek coz they spent most of their time with books and stuff .. but oh well, tried my best to look one (and hey it doesnt mean im stupid .. and im being defensive HAHAHAHA !) ara ra ra ~~

GIRLS always remember to be CLASSY, SASSY, and a bit SMART ASSY ;)

our province's fiesta is on the 28th and 29th of september so i filled one week leave so i can attend it and i also wanna see my relatives there  coz it has been a year since i last saw them and i missed them :) im goin there with kyubi .. starting today i will render OT maybe 2-3 hours so i will enjoy my stay there .. cant wait ~ i am sooooooo excited ! hehehehe .. 2 months more and ill step on mindanao again :)

im having a huge crush with our neighbor .. not really sure if Louis is his name since i just heard someone calling that name the day i was drinking my coffee outside the house .. but i guess this will be another passing fancy coz we will be moving next year to the condo.. but he sure is cute .. and that night he smiled at me .. im like

hahahahahahahah !! makes me smile everytime i think about it ..  hmmmm ..  my crush is very simple .. he wears t-shirt and shorts only, slippers too .. and he's tall, white , has a long hair (shoulder level) and bangs that kinda cover his right eye .. i know he is friendly (not to me since we just moved here huhuhu) and oh ! i once saw him with a girl and im really like

WHY ?! WHYYYYY?!! hahahahahahaha .. poor me ..oh well, its just a crush